A man spends his whole life fishing in himself
for something grand. It's like some lost lunker， big enough
to break all records. But he's only heard rumors1， myths，
vague promises of wonder. He's only felt the shadow
of something enormous darken his life. Or has he？
Maybe it's the shadow of other fish， greater than his，
the shadow of other men's souls passing over him.
Each day he grabs his gear and makes his way
to the ocean. At least he's sure of that： or is he？ Is it the ocean
or the little puddle2 of his tears？ Is this his dinghy
or the frayed3 boards of his ego4， scoured5 by storm？
He shoves off， feeling the land fall away under his boots.
Soon he's drifting under clouds， wind whispering blandishments
in his ears. It could be today： the water heaves
and settles like a chest. . . He's not far out.
It's all so pleasant， so comfortingthe sunlight，
the waves. He'll go back soon， thinking： Maybe tonight.
Night with its concealments， its shadow masking all other shadows.
Night with its privacies， its alluringly6 distant stars.
